Seriously-- a year?!?!?! A whole f**king YEAR since my last post?!?!?!?!
That's just taking the piss, that is.
Oh, and what a year it's been. Lot of personal stuff I won't go into here (odd of me, I know-- but I did have that year, remember...), but mostly it's been the year of the Book That Damn Near Broke Me.
Seriously, I think I came closer to quitting than ever before. Days would pass, sometimes as much as a week, where I would dutifully sit in front of my screen and stare. Just... stare.
Y'see, I had this bright idea: I was going to polish up all those rough drafts I've got sitting around and trot them out the door. I put in the months of writing them, it'd be nice if folks got to read them, right?
Wrong.
I picked out a tidy little thriller. Young woman comes home after a long absence, trouble ensues. Pretty straight ahead.
If I'd just hit the spellcheck and sent it on its way, life would have been different. But noooooo... I was missing stuff. All this great potential between her and the Sheriff, and her and the local crime boss, and I skated right past it. I skated past a lot of things.
I told myself, "I'll just flesh it out some."
Yeah, right.
Maybe 2000 words of that original draft survived. Once I started going deeper into my heroine's family, her history, and the way those bonds pull at us, my old plot didn't work. My ending didn't work. My beginning changed.
I had to rethink my dinosaur.
When I was a kid, T Rex stood upright. My wee plastic dinosaurs had him standing straight up, just like the skeletons in the museums. (Old picture of one up top) Oh, and he lumbered too. I remember that. Turns out, we all had it wrong. T Rex was a low--crouching, fast-moving nightmare.
Hopefully the new book will be too.
PRODIGAL will be available before Christmas. I hope. :)
6 comments:
Steve -- hey, great to see you again! And cheers on getting the book done, especially since it sounded like it was a bear of a rewrite. Those suck, but it feels great to finish and see how much better it became after all the work, yes? :D
Angie
Sounds like you've been through a war, man. Glad you survived.
Hi Angie,
To tell the truth, I've been so close to this for so long, I have no idea if it even *is* better. I hope so, but...
Hey Charles,
Survived, and gearing up to write the next. Might try some NaNo action, see if I can bang out a first draft in a month!
Oh, and happy birthday!! :)
Hey, don't feel bad - my "post before last" was TWO years ago, and I'm just now reading this three months after the fact. :)
So, you're well up-to-date and current in comparison. Glad to see you're writing again, even if it has been a bear. :)
Thanks greatt blog
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